You forced yourself on me, along with your touch.
I pleaded for you to stop, but you still wouldn’t get off.
I closed my eyes tightly, wishing I were somewhere else.
Where once there was love, now only is pain,
I’ll never have innocence, ever again.
He took it from me, my childhood,
he took away, all that was good.
Some mornings I, still wake up and cry,
others I curl up, and hope to die.
A knife at my throat, a hand on my ass,
I lay there and scream, but the pain doesn’t pass.
I’m broken inside,
I have no life, I’m just his toy.
The pain never lessens, not one little bit,
just keeps deepening, like a bottomless pit.
He leaves again, opening the door,
says to be ready, when he wants more.
I’ll never get past it, the nights I was raped,
it’s part of it now, how I was shaped.
but it’s not my fault, he was wrong…
#Say No to Rape#